Extravagant!

OMG! I blew so much money on this trip... Now I'm really broken ... :(

Extravagant!

OMG! I blew so much money on this trip... Now I'm really broken ... :(

TRY TO DO THE LAST THING FOR ...THE FREAKISH JOB

Even though I have tried my best to finish and adapt myself to the freakish job, I always feel irritated to it and hate it so much. My heart and my soul make an echo in my mind that I need to give it up as quick as possible and follow my passion... Of course, I will effectuate my calling with my motivation.
So maybe this is the last great thing I do for it.

How to do what I really wanna do

Do I love myself? Of course not. Why have I been sacrifice for these boring works... Teaching day by day...then doing stupid things...That's it. It repeats continuouly and no signs of complete stop. How crazy I am...

Why do I keep doing it even thoug I figured out I shouldnt? First, I scared of everything if I change my life. Second, I hope to get a smalll chance in my current job now. Finally, I get more familiar with it... and be more indecisive (Damn it!)...

Try hard!

Studying English is more challenging now... Sometimes I felt so terrible and impotent that I almost gave up my aims. Something happenning into my life makes me weaker and hopeless. But I know what is my future and what I HAVE TO DO KNOW. I can not give up unless I die or be useless.

Steven Job said that no one can control our lives and we should not count on other peole and do not let the dogma get obsessive our minds. Trying to push "rubish" out of our minds and stay the same.